作词 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff作曲 : Taylor Swift/Jack AntonoffMake sure nobody sees you leaveHood over your headKeep your eyes downTell your friends you’re out for a runYou’ll be flushed when you returnTake the road less traveled byTell yourself you can always stopWhat started in beautiful roomsEnds with meetings in parking lotsAnd that’s the thing about illicit affairsAnd clandestine meetingsAnd longing staresIt’s born from just one single glanceBut it dies and it dies and it dies...a million little timesLeave the perfume on the shelfThat you picked out just for himSo you leave no trace behindLike you don’t even existTake the words for what they areA dwindling, mercurial highA drug that only workedThe first few hundred timesAnd that’s the thing about illicit affairsAnd clandestine meetingsAnd stolen staresThey show their truth one single timeBut they lie and they lie and they lie...a million little timesAnd you wanna scream Don’t call me kidDon’t call me babyLook at this godforsaken mess that you made meYou showed me colors you know I can’t see with anyone elseDon’t call me kidDon’t call me babyLook at this idiotic fool that you made meYou taught me a secret language I can’t speak with anyone elseAnd you know damn wellFor you I would ruin myself...a million little times© 2020 TASRM Publishing, administered by Songs Of Universal, Inc. (BMI), Sony/ATV Songs LLC/ Ducky Donath Music (BMI)All Rights Reserved. Used By Permission.Produced by Jack Antonoff and Taylor SwiftRecorded by Laura Sisk at the Kitty Committee Studio (Los Angeles, CA) and Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY)Mixed by Serban Ghenea at Mixstar Studios (Virginia Beach, VA) Engineered by John HanesMastered by Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound (New York, NY)Live Drums, Percussion Programming, Electric Guitars, Keyboards, Bass, Background Vocals by Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY)Accordion, Saxophones, Electric Guitar, Keyboards, Background Vocals by Evan Smith at Pleasure Hill Recording (Portland, ME)Pedal Steel by Mikey Freedom Hart at Hook and Fade (Brooklyn, NY)